It’s the Drama Team. There is
bound to be drama, both onstage and offstage. I don’t really mind Drama,
because it’s this drama that makes every day so much more interesting. It is
what spices of life. And in the last few days, the team hasn’t been any less of
a spectacle. On one hand, there are new romances, new friendships; on the
other, heartbreaks are in full swing. The heartbreaks have resulted in heavy tears;
some that make you feel really bad. There has been exploitation of authority,
there have been grudges against the exploitation, and there have been confused
crushes somewhere, while somewhere else there has been a clash over shared
fascination. The clashes aren’t getting any less everywhere, about rehearsals,
over timings, over power, over decisions, over infatuations and have led to a
fair share of grudges. And then there have been some uncouth advances.
Seems too much, doesn’t it? It always does. When this Drama exceeds its limitation, it gets unbearable. Especially when you are in a position when you know all the sides of almost all the stories, you know who hates who and who loves who; who said what and who did what. It’s feels like a blessing that you are directly related to only a few of these issues but it isn’t in your blood to stay out of the other issues either.
It starts resulting in stress and
bad dreams. All the increased day’s work isn’t helping either, nor are the
sleepless nights. You have firmly decided to keep your personal conflicts out
of the team things. It gets stretched to point of breaking. It’s time to take a
break. A break from the drama. “I’m just going to finish this fest and then not
come back.” But you know that’s not going to happen. You are going to come back
for IPTA, and then maybe Thespo. “No, I am not. I am done with these issues.”
You laugh at yourself. Inside,
you love this drama. After all, what’s life if it’s not filmy? If there is no
drama?